How easy it was to fall in love
Only to realize it was not a rosy glove
But when it pricked, it pricked real hard
You moved on, and I got your wedding card
My dreams were shattered and buried in ground
I stopped loving, and even friends seemed enemies around
You changed my life, your love left a hole
My life stood still, and I lost my goal.
Love gave me a life, but took my soul
I became a ghost; you my master; I just did what I was told
Rush of life will help me forget you, I hope
Love is indeed a magic, gives you hope as long as a rope
If only a promise could change my life
Forgetting you was never an easy task
There is still something in me, which waits for you
If it’s not me, it’s my heart which beats for you.
©Vinay Santosh Vernekar
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
In Search Of Love
Love – “The more easy it comes, the more shallow it builds!!” And while I was thinking on these lines, a friend of mine buzzed…and he said – “The more easy it comes, the more doubts you have!!”
Considering the way we are moving in life, I do get a doubt what love actually is!! I see kids having “best pals” whom they call “special one” even before they get hold of their first poem. They see twinkle stars in their special one’s eyes; pretty romantic though, but most importantly, love that comes easy, leaves pain in a tough way. Well, when in search of love, there is pain anyway..whether it comes easy or it comes hard.
Love has seen its own trend. From “one and only one forever” to “variety is a spice of life”, perspective of people keeps on changing and interestingly people move on fast. Wonder if this is due to the lesson taught by our teachers/parents(love everybody!!!) or it’s a trend of its own!! Whatever could be the reason, but when it come to guys they just like to be known as “Khulla Saand”. Girls cry!! Possibly the best way to forget past and start new. Guys have selective memory (probability to remember ex depends on how beautiful was she and how good time he had).
It’s been years I am trying to find my love, started from the last bench of the college to death driven cubicles in office and still searching for the one. And at this funny age, it’s very hard to differentiate between love, crush and lust. Since the later two are more of degraded terms, love wins the battle. It’s pious to say “I love you” than saying “I lust for you”. But for me it was always love, no matter how long it was for. Although the probability of a switch was always linked to who’s-who gives the signal. Signal?? Just a smile, we guys don’t keep high expectations as girls do!! One smile and we are flat… doston ki bhabhi ban jaati hai woh kudi.
Always wondered how could I fall in love so many times, and then the angel in me answers – “Love is eternal, and one should never stop yourself loving anyone…Err, but when it’s a time for a break-up, please do use the two degraded terms for your rescue”. Well it’s much easier to pacify your mind saying that lust came in your life disguised as love. Life is so simple when you listen to your heart and take decisions with your mind.
And then, after a shiny day, there is always a chilling night, like the entry of old villain “The Break Up” after love!! I have seen guys taking Break-up as something like “2012-EOTW”!! people get drowned in the Tsunami of sorrows, budding Devdas emerge making the likes of Mallays more rich. And interestingly after so much of turmoil in life, people still do fall in love again. Agree Break-ups are part of life, but what makes the mind to slip again when you know that Devdas role suits only Sharukh better.
Search of love is like a sperm fighting hard to reach the egg, only the special ONE wins the fight. In a lifetime we fall, we break, we make blunders for love and rightly so, because it’s the only feeling when you smile even when you are sitting on a burning stove. Love makes one to be what you are not and people in love say, it’s worth it! I say – I doubt it!
© Vinay Vernekar
PS1: I will love only my wife.
PS2: I am yet not married.
PS3: Love is blind or is it some people have bad taste?
PS4: Arrange Marriages are made in heaven. People who go for love marriages…don’t trust God?
Considering the way we are moving in life, I do get a doubt what love actually is!! I see kids having “best pals” whom they call “special one” even before they get hold of their first poem. They see twinkle stars in their special one’s eyes; pretty romantic though, but most importantly, love that comes easy, leaves pain in a tough way. Well, when in search of love, there is pain anyway..whether it comes easy or it comes hard.
Love has seen its own trend. From “one and only one forever” to “variety is a spice of life”, perspective of people keeps on changing and interestingly people move on fast. Wonder if this is due to the lesson taught by our teachers/parents(love everybody!!!) or it’s a trend of its own!! Whatever could be the reason, but when it come to guys they just like to be known as “Khulla Saand”. Girls cry!! Possibly the best way to forget past and start new. Guys have selective memory (probability to remember ex depends on how beautiful was she and how good time he had).
It’s been years I am trying to find my love, started from the last bench of the college to death driven cubicles in office and still searching for the one. And at this funny age, it’s very hard to differentiate between love, crush and lust. Since the later two are more of degraded terms, love wins the battle. It’s pious to say “I love you” than saying “I lust for you”. But for me it was always love, no matter how long it was for. Although the probability of a switch was always linked to who’s-who gives the signal. Signal?? Just a smile, we guys don’t keep high expectations as girls do!! One smile and we are flat… doston ki bhabhi ban jaati hai woh kudi.
Always wondered how could I fall in love so many times, and then the angel in me answers – “Love is eternal, and one should never stop yourself loving anyone…Err, but when it’s a time for a break-up, please do use the two degraded terms for your rescue”. Well it’s much easier to pacify your mind saying that lust came in your life disguised as love. Life is so simple when you listen to your heart and take decisions with your mind.
And then, after a shiny day, there is always a chilling night, like the entry of old villain “The Break Up” after love!! I have seen guys taking Break-up as something like “2012-EOTW”!! people get drowned in the Tsunami of sorrows, budding Devdas emerge making the likes of Mallays more rich. And interestingly after so much of turmoil in life, people still do fall in love again. Agree Break-ups are part of life, but what makes the mind to slip again when you know that Devdas role suits only Sharukh better.
Search of love is like a sperm fighting hard to reach the egg, only the special ONE wins the fight. In a lifetime we fall, we break, we make blunders for love and rightly so, because it’s the only feeling when you smile even when you are sitting on a burning stove. Love makes one to be what you are not and people in love say, it’s worth it! I say – I doubt it!
© Vinay Vernekar
PS1: I will love only my wife.
PS2: I am yet not married.
PS3: Love is blind or is it some people have bad taste?
PS4: Arrange Marriages are made in heaven. People who go for love marriages…don’t trust God?
And she never became mine!!!
Honey, being with you was always my dream
You left…To stop you, I could only scream
And now I am facing an abyss without you
On the edge of a cliff, I am standing..still waiting for you.
I have lost the count of days..when I cried for you
My world stands still even today..what can I do?
I tried to move-on, thinking life will still be beautiful
My life was you but I moved on, yet in my heart it's still you.
Now I think about the days when you were near
The days when I hurt you, still I was your dear
The Time when I was world to you
The Moments when I cared a little for you.
I am alone today, on the same bench, watching the sun go down
Lost in your world, stuck in your heart, I can’t move-on
Sweet memories of you still hold me to stay alive
I just wanted to be yours and you to be mine and never say good-bye!
© Vinay Vernekar
You left…To stop you, I could only scream
And now I am facing an abyss without you
On the edge of a cliff, I am standing..still waiting for you.
I have lost the count of days..when I cried for you
My world stands still even today..what can I do?
I tried to move-on, thinking life will still be beautiful
My life was you but I moved on, yet in my heart it's still you.
Now I think about the days when you were near
The days when I hurt you, still I was your dear
The Time when I was world to you
The Moments when I cared a little for you.
I am alone today, on the same bench, watching the sun go down
Lost in your world, stuck in your heart, I can’t move-on
Sweet memories of you still hold me to stay alive
I just wanted to be yours and you to be mine and never say good-bye!
© Vinay Vernekar
My Angel...My Life
Sitting on the couch, I close my eyes and I wonder
I wonder about my heart beat, the light and the thunder
And grown so old, I fail to remember the warmth she gave
The gushing flow of blood around me which made me so brave
My first crawl, my very first step, with the confidence not mine
I knew she would hold if I fall, so that I am all fine
Scared and petrified, a bad dream made me feel dead
My goodnights were only when her lap was my bed
The satisfaction in her eyes when I laugh and smile
The sleepless nights and the restlessness when I was out for a while
For all the troubles I got into, her arms were my safe shore
Neighbors complaints, dads anger, but she could only love and adore
Miles away today, yet I am so much into her
Standing on my own feet, a prick on finger and she would still bother
Each day pass by and I fail to tell how much I love her
She is my angel, my life, a gift from God, she is my Mother.
© Vinay Vernekar
I wonder about my heart beat, the light and the thunder
And grown so old, I fail to remember the warmth she gave
The gushing flow of blood around me which made me so brave
My first crawl, my very first step, with the confidence not mine
I knew she would hold if I fall, so that I am all fine
Scared and petrified, a bad dream made me feel dead
My goodnights were only when her lap was my bed
The satisfaction in her eyes when I laugh and smile
The sleepless nights and the restlessness when I was out for a while
For all the troubles I got into, her arms were my safe shore
Neighbors complaints, dads anger, but she could only love and adore
Miles away today, yet I am so much into her
Standing on my own feet, a prick on finger and she would still bother
Each day pass by and I fail to tell how much I love her
She is my angel, my life, a gift from God, she is my Mother.
© Vinay Vernekar
THOSE EYES!!!
Looking here, looking there and I am so lost
When I see your eyes I find my whole world
Music starts when you flash your smile on me
You are the only one and only for me
I knew love would never be simple
Taking my breath away was your cute dimple
Had I any way when you crossed my road
In my heart were you and a sword
That stare made me fall in love with you
Left blind with your eyes I had no clue
Hopes as high as sky, we walk along
On the road of love humming our favorite song
You are my sunshine, my reason to dream, my fame
And in your eyes I see my soul, my name
You are my angel and this my love story with you
It’s beautiful, it’s wonderful like on a flower a drop of dew
© Vinay Vernekar
When I see your eyes I find my whole world
Music starts when you flash your smile on me
You are the only one and only for me
I knew love would never be simple
Taking my breath away was your cute dimple
Had I any way when you crossed my road
In my heart were you and a sword
That stare made me fall in love with you
Left blind with your eyes I had no clue
Hopes as high as sky, we walk along
On the road of love humming our favorite song
You are my sunshine, my reason to dream, my fame
And in your eyes I see my soul, my name
You are my angel and this my love story with you
It’s beautiful, it’s wonderful like on a flower a drop of dew
© Vinay Vernekar
A beautiful black friday
Moments in life seems so bright
A golden sunshine you see at night
She glides in my world to light the dark
She is my love, my lady in black
Moon shines, stars glitter in the skies
I see heaven and life in her glinting eyes
Her tantrums brings joy to life
It’s her smile for which I care no plight
A beautiful today, a surprising tomorrow
When she is around there is no hint of sorrow
Together we make a great couple, people say
She completes me, in and out, night and day
My soul tells me the truth
If she is not, then my lifez a bitter fruit
Dreams we see to go all along to far
Today, tomorrow, for our love there is no bar!
© Vinay Vernekar
A golden sunshine you see at night
She glides in my world to light the dark
She is my love, my lady in black
Moon shines, stars glitter in the skies
I see heaven and life in her glinting eyes
Her tantrums brings joy to life
It’s her smile for which I care no plight
A beautiful today, a surprising tomorrow
When she is around there is no hint of sorrow
Together we make a great couple, people say
She completes me, in and out, night and day
My soul tells me the truth
If she is not, then my lifez a bitter fruit
Dreams we see to go all along to far
Today, tomorrow, for our love there is no bar!
© Vinay Vernekar
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